i am roseanne

Marriage is not easy. Yes, I love my husband but this is not just about loving him. It is about living with him and be with him - as one. We have to decide as one, work as one, move as one. That is quite difficult for me as I have been living single and independently for a long time - and in a foreign country. So all of my decisions are my own. Nevertheless, it is also quite the same with my hubby. Though he is living with his family at home country, he is also leading and deciding on his own as the eldest son. That is also quite a responsibility for him. So I can that he is also adjusting himself. Since we are in the same page, I guess we can really work it out. Despite being miles away from each other, we are still bonded by our love and trust. A new chapter is coming in our life - for both of us. And I trust that we can manage it well. Together we can do anything... :)

I have decided to move my domain from iamroseanne.com back to iamroseanne.blogspot.sg due to high maintenance and of course, everytime I renew it gets more expensive. Besides, I am not really blogging this much today due to busy schedule. I will go back sometime when my sched allow me to.

I am finally married. I have tied with man of my life. I have vowed to God that I will be with me till death do us part. But I think even after death I will still have him as my husband. As the first few days, I don't see any difference at all. We are still the same boyfriend/girlfriend like we used to be. But as time goes by, even just for a short weeks, I can finally say that he is my husband and I am his wife. There are some occurences that we fight, perhaps we've been away from each other for so long that we see some differences from each other. But we able to manage it, like we used to. However, we teased each other most of the time, like we used to. The major change that I see shifting from one chapter to another is we can now do what married couple can do. We can now stay and sleep together without being judged, can have decisions for each other on our own, can start something on our own and many others (and ehem, of course you know what... hihi). We still have a l...

It has been really long time since my last post! And to think of it, it's only one blog post last year! How crazy is that?! Hahahahaha! Anyways, the last post was about my wedding preparations and now I have less than two weeks before my wedding day! I am excited and at the same time nervous. We had some ups and downs during the preparation. My partner and I also had some misunderstandings. Guess it's part of the process. It was totally a headache and stress! I had a lot of sleepless nights for this. Sometimes, my partner is not that of help. His reasons? He got no knowledge about anything of it. He's a guy so it doesn't really matter to him. He just wants to marry me! Sometimes he rants - asking if I want a wedding or a marriage? I didn't know the difference at first but slowly I got his message. Later on I realized that I was kind of preparing for a wedding rather than a marriage. To see the difference, wedding is one time while marriage is eternal. You are to k...

Wedding is every girl's dream.  A lot dreamed of a very romantic settings whether it's in a beach, garden or even in a famous church. The feeling of walking on the aisle wearing a very gorgeous gown that makes you feel the most beautiful woman in the world while your man, soon-to-be-husband, is waiting for you, taking your hand and lead you to the altar and there, you both make a vow to God, in front of your invited guest as witnesses that you will love and live forever. HOWEVER, wedding preparations is just a headache! Just like what me and my partner is experiencing right now. Too much documents to process, venues to reserve, suppliers to call, and many others but most importantly - money to spend. How could they make this once in a lifetime event be so meticulous and so tricky to prepare? Ugh! Anyway, thanks to God and to my partner, my parents and to my friends who helped me, I have finally managed to segregate and planned a systematic way to prepare my we...

I have a question, how many times did you ever forgive a single person for mistakes he have done? As for me, I can't actually remember. I have this one particular person whom recently messing with my patience. I actually exploded! Please don't judge me. I was just so irritated that time I cannot contain myself. I have tried to calm myself. Relax a bit and think of something else - mostly positive ones. I also tried to keep myself cool by doing my work - but I ended up searching wedding and Christmas songs to clear up my mind. Hahaha... Well at least, I have made myself cool down before the end of that day. Yes. Patience. What a very simple word yet with deep meaning - and sometimes too deep that I can't even help but pack only a little bit of it. Sometimes I ask myself why I keep myself holding into this when I know this is not that rewarding. I cannot find an answer. But there is this so called patience that is keeping me to hold on. But I don't know why. Either way,...