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I have a question, how many times did you ever forgive a single person for mistakes he have done? As for me, I can't actually remember. I have this one particular person whom recently messing with my patience. I actually exploded! Please don't judge me. I was just so irritated that time I cannot contain myself. I have tried to calm myself. Relax a bit and think of something else - mostly positive ones. I also tried to keep myself cool by doing my work - but I ended up searching wedding and Christmas songs to clear up my mind. Hahaha... Well at least, I have made myself cool down before the end of that day. Yes. Patience. What a very simple word yet with deep meaning - and sometimes too deep that I can't even help but pack only a little bit of it. Sometimes I ask myself why I keep myself holding into this when I know this is not that rewarding. I cannot find an answer. But there is this so called patience that is keeping me to hold on. But I don't know why. Either way,...

May was not so good to me. If you can remember my previous post where I described my first two weeks of May, well, now I can tell that the whole of May is not very nice. Shall we call it a 'Gloomy May'? No, the term gloomy is not enough to describe how bad my month of May is. Let me illustrate here how was month of May shows. My not so nice month is related to work. During the first half of May, I felt so tired that I would like to take a long vacation. But I can't due to some personal (and financial) reasons. Though I didn't thoroughly explain there what was the problem, I'm sure most of you can relate on what I am feeling. Inspite of this, I was still positive that on the second half, I will not be feeling the same and wishing that everything will be fine. However, that wish doesn't came true or I must have sent it to a wrong genie (?). Coz I still felt so down and worse, got so angry. I was so angry that I almost put into a decision that I might regret late...

Good day everyone! I am having a very good time today. I am planning to buy a tablet as a better alternative for my laptop and a better choice than my smartphone. It is because I would like to be updated and well-educated in stock market and for other business stuffs as well. Going to Challenger and other gadget shops, I am comparing gadgets and its specifications on what's good and stuffs. I decided on a tablet with higher memory and battery capacity. Also, because it is an alternative for my laptop, it should have an available case with keyboard on it. This was one of the main reasons why I want a tablet. Using my smartphone, the screen and the view looks so smaller and covered by the onscreen keyboard. Making me to scroll up and down more. This is quite frustrating for me. It also causing me dizziness. While walking around, I found several bluetooth keyboards - of all sizes. One of those that catches my attention is from Valore, the mini bluetooth keyboard with presenter. It l...

I had my wisdom tooth finally pulled out. This was the one that grows on my upper right innermost part of my mouth. And since there is not much space for this new tooth, it grows 90° sideways towards my cheek. During its growth, I don't feel much pain but I did noticed it when I feel a bit awkward opening my mouth wide and there is something touching on my cheek - on that area. When I check on it, there I found the new tooth, going out. It was partially out that time so I just ignore it. At last, the tooth is finally out. The form is the same as the normal ones but it is sideways. There, I am feeling a pinch of pain whenever I open my mouth. And I feel more pain in my jaw and it also affects my right ear. Sometimes, I can hear some clacking when I talk. So I said, that's it. I have to see a dentist. Wednesday, I decided to go for a consultation to a clinic. Sadly, this clinic doesn't have a dentist. My bad, I should have gone to a dental clinic. Anyway, they prescribed me...

Writing is not an easy as you think it is. You have to have a content. Well, not just an ordinary content but a very informative content. Or a meaningful content, it can also be a helpful content. Or any other adjective you could use to describe the content of your writing. As long as it is not just an ordinary content - just for the sake of creating something in writing. In my method of writing, I just usually jot down anything that comes in my mind and rearrange them later. I just don't want to mess up and forget about what it pops in my head while writing. I have to collect all the ideas in my mind. Next thing I do is rearranging the thoughts. It is to do so to make the details organize and very understandable. With here, I might be able to add up, or use some other words to describe more accurately on what I am trying to say (and the spelling, too). Here, a dictionary is my bestfriend. And the last, after arranging my thoughts, is to check the grammar. But usually I skip on th...

Are you a selfie addict? Well, I guess these pictures will show that I, too, is a selfie addict. :) #selfielord

Its second week of May and it doesn't go well for me especially at work. I feel so tired that I want to got for a long vacation. But the problem is, I don't have money. I am saving for my future - well, for those who know what that future is, good for you. For those who don't, hmmm, sorry...hehehe Anyway, it seems that this month of May is not for me. I mean, there seems nothing so good happen to me right now. But well, we will never know what will happen in the future. Besides, it is still the first half of the month. The second half is yet to come. So, for the remaining days of May, I wish that everything will go well. At least, I can say that this month's diary is balanced - got both good and bad times. If not, then I might going to say "Hello June, please be good to me". I hope not, though.

Every night I check on my phone Waiting for your name to appear Longing for your voice to hear Till I fall into sleep Every night I check on my inbox Hoping to see you name to appear Wanting to read your sweet hello's Till I fall into sleep Every night I check on my mailbox Hoping to find your letter for me And I will keep it my in special box of memories Read and read till I fall into sleep Come back home to me So close to me Wishing you were here by my side Hold me tight, kiss me goodnight As I cuddle with you in the night I miss you

Are you missing someone today? I do... But I cannot just call him anytime because we both have work. We can only have scheduled chatting sessions and calls, sometime video calls. But I am still missing him, even now while I am writing this. Hayzt....

This year 2013 is indeed a very good year for the Philippines especially in the beauty pageants. Our representatives just take home FOUR crowns. Miss Supranational 2013 - Mutya Johanna Datul Miss World 2013 - Megan Young Miss International 2013 - Bea Rose Santiago Miss Tourism International 2013 - Angeli Dione Gomez Once again, we have proven to the whole world that Filipina got both beauty and brains, and that kind of aura that appeals to the people around the globe. This is not new for the Philippines to bag the crowns home, since 1969 we had already get known to the world by bagging our first ever Miss Universe crown by Ms. Gloria Diaz followed by Margie Moran in 1973. Today, I am looking forward for the next Filipina beauty to get the Miss Universe crown for the third time. Way to go, Philippines! Mabuhay!