A realization on how to please Him

I feel like having no time for everybody. Why did I feel so? It is because recently I received a lot of text messages and calls from them informing me ( and reminding me, too ) about this and that. It seems like everything nowadays is now out of my control. I was busy on our house moving, our work loads and my life group activities. It just like all of a sudden they are all needs to be done at once. They are popping in my way all the same time! Oh well!

As of now, house moving is done. What’s left is putting our things in order inside our room, so one down two more things to face through. My shepherd just texted me about the prayer meeting and I said ‘Oh my gosh, there is a prayer meeting tonight! Arrggghhh!’, I wanted to attend the meeting. Sure thing that’s my desire but I already promised my new housemates to stay at home – our home – to assist on some things that still need to be settled.

I realized one thing after I sent the message to my shepherd – Cheska – and that is I am now turning away from my duties as a follower of God. It strikes me down here in my heart. I wanted to cry but oops, I am still in the office while writing this blog. But really, it hurts me right there that I unconsciously turning away from God by taking time on personal matters rather than serving Him. I honestly say that even my quite time with Him is not done. I am very down today.

I wanted to come back. Though I had informed my shepherd about my busy days coming, which is now happening today, that this loads of mine may interfere my time with them, I will make sure that I will find time to make it possible to serve God. I believe that it is not done together with the team, that I may not be with them in these busy days, I can still serve God. That’s it! That is what I am going to do. It is not that I can do serve God when I am with them! I can serve God even without the presence of my team – Kainos! I am happy now!

Yes, Lord! Yes, Lord! Yes, yes Lord! I can hear Him speaking into my heart and into my mind! ( My boss came into me why I am smiling like insane! Oh well, he doesn’t know. Hahaha! ) I can serve in my own special ways God has given to me. A realization on how to please Him!

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