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It has been really long time since my last post! And to think of it, it's only one blog post last year! How crazy is that?! Hahahahaha! Anyways, the last post was about my wedding preparations and now I have less than two weeks before my wedding day! I am excited and at the same time nervous. We had some ups and downs during the preparation. My partner and I also had some misunderstandings. Guess it's part of the process. It was totally a headache and stress! I had a lot of sleepless nights for this. Sometimes, my partner is not that of help. His reasons? He got no knowledge about anything of it. He's a guy so it doesn't really matter to him. He just wants to marry me! Sometimes he rants - asking if I want a wedding or a marriage? I didn't know the difference at first but slowly I got his message. Later on I realized that I was kind of preparing for a wedding rather than a marriage. To see the difference, wedding is one time while marriage is eternal. You are to k...

Wedding is every girl's dream.  A lot dreamed of a very romantic settings whether it's in a beach, garden or even in a famous church. The feeling of walking on the aisle wearing a very gorgeous gown that makes you feel the most beautiful woman in the world while your man, soon-to-be-husband, is waiting for you, taking your hand and lead you to the altar and there, you both make a vow to God, in front of your invited guest as witnesses that you will love and live forever. HOWEVER, wedding preparations is just a headache! Just like what me and my partner is experiencing right now. Too much documents to process, venues to reserve, suppliers to call, and many others but most importantly - money to spend. How could they make this once in a lifetime event be so meticulous and so tricky to prepare? Ugh! Anyway, thanks to God and to my partner, my parents and to my friends who helped me, I have finally managed to segregate and planned a systematic way to prepare my we...

I have a question, how many times did you ever forgive a single person for mistakes he have done? As for me, I can't actually remember. I have this one particular person whom recently messing with my patience. I actually exploded! Please don't judge me. I was just so irritated that time I cannot contain myself. I have tried to calm myself. Relax a bit and think of something else - mostly positive ones. I also tried to keep myself cool by doing my work - but I ended up searching wedding and Christmas songs to clear up my mind. Hahaha... Well at least, I have made myself cool down before the end of that day. Yes. Patience. What a very simple word yet with deep meaning - and sometimes too deep that I can't even help but pack only a little bit of it. Sometimes I ask myself why I keep myself holding into this when I know this is not that rewarding. I cannot find an answer. But there is this so called patience that is keeping me to hold on. But I don't know why. Either way,...

May was not so good to me. If you can remember my previous post where I described my first two weeks of May, well, now I can tell that the whole of May is not very nice. Shall we call it a 'Gloomy May'? No, the term gloomy is not enough to describe how bad my month of May is. Let me illustrate here how was month of May shows. My not so nice month is related to work. During the first half of May, I felt so tired that I would like to take a long vacation. But I can't due to some personal (and financial) reasons. Though I didn't thoroughly explain there what was the problem, I'm sure most of you can relate on what I am feeling. Inspite of this, I was still positive that on the second half, I will not be feeling the same and wishing that everything will be fine. However, that wish doesn't came true or I must have sent it to a wrong genie (?). Coz I still felt so down and worse, got so angry. I was so angry that I almost put into a decision that I might regret late...

Good day everyone! I am having a very good time today. I am planning to buy a tablet as a better alternative for my laptop and a better choice than my smartphone. It is because I would like to be updated and well-educated in stock market and for other business stuffs as well. Going to Challenger and other gadget shops, I am comparing gadgets and its specifications on what's good and stuffs. I decided on a tablet with higher memory and battery capacity. Also, because it is an alternative for my laptop, it should have an available case with keyboard on it. This was one of the main reasons why I want a tablet. Using my smartphone, the screen and the view looks so smaller and covered by the onscreen keyboard. Making me to scroll up and down more. This is quite frustrating for me. It also causing me dizziness. While walking around, I found several bluetooth keyboards - of all sizes. One of those that catches my attention is from Valore, the mini bluetooth keyboard with presenter. It l...

I had my wisdom tooth finally pulled out. This was the one that grows on my upper right innermost part of my mouth. And since there is not much space for this new tooth, it grows 90° sideways towards my cheek. During its growth, I don't feel much pain but I did noticed it when I feel a bit awkward opening my mouth wide and there is something touching on my cheek - on that area. When I check on it, there I found the new tooth, going out. It was partially out that time so I just ignore it. At last, the tooth is finally out. The form is the same as the normal ones but it is sideways. There, I am feeling a pinch of pain whenever I open my mouth. And I feel more pain in my jaw and it also affects my right ear. Sometimes, I can hear some clacking when I talk. So I said, that's it. I have to see a dentist. Wednesday, I decided to go for a consultation to a clinic. Sadly, this clinic doesn't have a dentist. My bad, I should have gone to a dental clinic. Anyway, they prescribed me...

Writing is not an easy as you think it is. You have to have a content. Well, not just an ordinary content but a very informative content. Or a meaningful content, it can also be a helpful content. Or any other adjective you could use to describe the content of your writing. As long as it is not just an ordinary content - just for the sake of creating something in writing. In my method of writing, I just usually jot down anything that comes in my mind and rearrange them later. I just don't want to mess up and forget about what it pops in my head while writing. I have to collect all the ideas in my mind. Next thing I do is rearranging the thoughts. It is to do so to make the details organize and very understandable. With here, I might be able to add up, or use some other words to describe more accurately on what I am trying to say (and the spelling, too). Here, a dictionary is my bestfriend. And the last, after arranging my thoughts, is to check the grammar. But usually I skip on th...