i am roseanne

This is very common for anyone who is far away from home - like me. Every time I feel alone and bored, I sometimes think of my family and friends there. My memories will come run to my mind and then suddenly miss them so much. I sometimes want to plan to go home simply by going to the net and book a ticket online.

I really don't know why I come up to write this. I am not really sure what I wanted to say. But one thing for sure is what I am feeling today is not good. I can't explain what it is but I can tell this is not what I want to feel. I'm sad... Or maybe I am feeling depressed? Homesick? I don't know... What I know is I don't like it at all... Okay, okay, I know I am not making sense here. What I am trying to say is I want something that can bear the feeling I have right now. Something that will make me understand what it is or better yet take this away from me. What it could be? ...