i am roseanne

Marriage is not easy. Yes, I love my husband but this is not just about loving him. It is about living with him and be with him - as one. We have to decide as one, work as one, move as one. That is quite difficult for me as I have been living single and independently for a long time - and in a foreign country. So all of my decisions are my own. Nevertheless, it is also quite the same with my hubby. Though he is living with his family at home country, he is also leading and deciding on his own as the eldest son. That is also quite a responsibility for him. So I can that he is also adjusting himself. Since we are in the same page, I guess we can really work it out. Despite being miles away from each other, we are still bonded by our love and trust. A new chapter is coming in our life - for both of us. And I trust that we can manage it well. Together we can do anything... :)

I am finally married. I have tied with man of my life. I have vowed to God that I will be with me till death do us part. But I think even after death I will still have him as my husband. As the first few days, I don't see any difference at all. We are still the same boyfriend/girlfriend like we used to be. But as time goes by, even just for a short weeks, I can finally say that he is my husband and I am his wife. There are some occurences that we fight, perhaps we've been away from each other for so long that we see some differences from each other. But we able to manage it, like we used to. However, we teased each other most of the time, like we used to. The major change that I see shifting from one chapter to another is we can now do what married couple can do. We can now stay and sleep together without being judged, can have decisions for each other on our own, can start something on our own and many others (and ehem, of course you know what... hihi). We still have a l...

Wedding is every girl's dream.  A lot dreamed of a very romantic settings whether it's in a beach, garden or even in a famous church. The feeling of walking on the aisle wearing a very gorgeous gown that makes you feel the most beautiful woman in the world while your man, soon-to-be-husband, is waiting for you, taking your hand and lead you to the altar and there, you both make a vow to God, in front of your invited guest as witnesses that you will love and live forever. HOWEVER, wedding preparations is just a headache! Just like what me and my partner is experiencing right now. Too much documents to process, venues to reserve, suppliers to call, and many others but most importantly - money to spend. How could they make this once in a lifetime event be so meticulous and so tricky to prepare? Ugh! Anyway, thanks to God and to my partner, my parents and to my friends who helped me, I have finally managed to segregate and planned a systematic way to prepare my we...

I have a question, how many times did you ever forgive a single person for mistakes he have done? As for me, I can't actually remember. I have this one particular person whom recently messing with my patience. I actually exploded! Please don't judge me. I was just so irritated that time I cannot contain myself. I have tried to calm myself. Relax a bit and think of something else - mostly positive ones. I also tried to keep myself cool by doing my work - but I ended up searching wedding and Christmas songs to clear up my mind. Hahaha... Well at least, I have made myself cool down before the end of that day. Yes. Patience. What a very simple word yet with deep meaning - and sometimes too deep that I can't even help but pack only a little bit of it. Sometimes I ask myself why I keep myself holding into this when I know this is not that rewarding. I cannot find an answer. But there is this so called patience that is keeping me to hold on. But I don't know why. Either way,...

May was not so good to me. If you can remember my previous post where I described my first two weeks of May, well, now I can tell that the whole of May is not very nice. Shall we call it a 'Gloomy May'? No, the term gloomy is not enough to describe how bad my month of May is. Let me illustrate here how was month of May shows. My not so nice month is related to work. During the first half of May, I felt so tired that I would like to take a long vacation. But I can't due to some personal (and financial) reasons. Though I didn't thoroughly explain there what was the problem, I'm sure most of you can relate on what I am feeling. Inspite of this, I was still positive that on the second half, I will not be feeling the same and wishing that everything will be fine. However, that wish doesn't came true or I must have sent it to a wrong genie (?). Coz I still felt so down and worse, got so angry. I was so angry that I almost put into a decision that I might regret late...

Good day everyone! I am having a very good time today. I am planning to buy a tablet as a better alternative for my laptop and a better choice than my smartphone. It is because I would like to be updated and well-educated in stock market and for other business stuffs as well. Going to Challenger and other gadget shops, I am comparing gadgets and its specifications on what's good and stuffs. I decided on a tablet with higher memory and battery capacity. Also, because it is an alternative for my laptop, it should have an available case with keyboard on it. This was one of the main reasons why I want a tablet. Using my smartphone, the screen and the view looks so smaller and covered by the onscreen keyboard. Making me to scroll up and down more. This is quite frustrating for me. It also causing me dizziness. While walking around, I found several bluetooth keyboards - of all sizes. One of those that catches my attention is from Valore, the mini bluetooth keyboard with presenter. It l...

I had my wisdom tooth finally pulled out. This was the one that grows on my upper right innermost part of my mouth. And since there is not much space for this new tooth, it grows 90° sideways towards my cheek. During its growth, I don't feel much pain but I did noticed it when I feel a bit awkward opening my mouth wide and there is something touching on my cheek - on that area. When I check on it, there I found the new tooth, going out. It was partially out that time so I just ignore it. At last, the tooth is finally out. The form is the same as the normal ones but it is sideways. There, I am feeling a pinch of pain whenever I open my mouth. And I feel more pain in my jaw and it also affects my right ear. Sometimes, I can hear some clacking when I talk. So I said, that's it. I have to see a dentist. Wednesday, I decided to go for a consultation to a clinic. Sadly, this clinic doesn't have a dentist. My bad, I should have gone to a dental clinic. Anyway, they prescribed me...

Writing is not an easy as you think it is. You have to have a content. Well, not just an ordinary content but a very informative content. Or a meaningful content, it can also be a helpful content. Or any other adjective you could use to describe the content of your writing. As long as it is not just an ordinary content - just for the sake of creating something in writing. In my method of writing, I just usually jot down anything that comes in my mind and rearrange them later. I just don't want to mess up and forget about what it pops in my head while writing. I have to collect all the ideas in my mind. Next thing I do is rearranging the thoughts. It is to do so to make the details organize and very understandable. With here, I might be able to add up, or use some other words to describe more accurately on what I am trying to say (and the spelling, too). Here, a dictionary is my bestfriend. And the last, after arranging my thoughts, is to check the grammar. But usually I skip on th...

Are you a selfie addict? Well, I guess these pictures will show that I, too, is a selfie addict. :) #selfielord

Its second week of May and it doesn't go well for me especially at work. I feel so tired that I want to got for a long vacation. But the problem is, I don't have money. I am saving for my future - well, for those who know what that future is, good for you. For those who don't, hmmm, sorry...hehehe Anyway, it seems that this month of May is not for me. I mean, there seems nothing so good happen to me right now. But well, we will never know what will happen in the future. Besides, it is still the first half of the month. The second half is yet to come. So, for the remaining days of May, I wish that everything will go well. At least, I can say that this month's diary is balanced - got both good and bad times. If not, then I might going to say "Hello June, please be good to me". I hope not, though.

Every night I check on my phone Waiting for your name to appear Longing for your voice to hear Till I fall into sleep Every night I check on my inbox Hoping to see you name to appear Wanting to read your sweet hello's Till I fall into sleep Every night I check on my mailbox Hoping to find your letter for me And I will keep it my in special box of memories Read and read till I fall into sleep Come back home to me So close to me Wishing you were here by my side Hold me tight, kiss me goodnight As I cuddle with you in the night I miss you

Are you missing someone today? I do... But I cannot just call him anytime because we both have work. We can only have scheduled chatting sessions and calls, sometime video calls. But I am still missing him, even now while I am writing this. Hayzt....

This year 2013 is indeed a very good year for the Philippines especially in the beauty pageants. Our representatives just take home FOUR crowns. Miss Supranational 2013 - Mutya Johanna Datul Miss World 2013 - Megan Young Miss International 2013 - Bea Rose Santiago Miss Tourism International 2013 - Angeli Dione Gomez Once again, we have proven to the whole world that Filipina got both beauty and brains, and that kind of aura that appeals to the people around the globe. This is not new for the Philippines to bag the crowns home, since 1969 we had already get known to the world by bagging our first ever Miss Universe crown by Ms. Gloria Diaz followed by Margie Moran in 1973. Today, I am looking forward for the next Filipina beauty to get the Miss Universe crown for the third time. Way to go, Philippines! Mabuhay!

Just arrived home from work and I am extremely tired. Imagine, we have to finish more than 200 orders for today since today is cut-off. The worse part is, we haven't met this period's target so they are releasing more and more orders! Waaahhh! Right now, I am lying in my bed thinking if I have to go out and eat dinner or not. I  am really tired to get out but I am hungry. Oh my! What to do? Eat? Or just sleep? But I am hungry! Hayzt, no choice. Get up girl and have some bite. (Yawn)

Hello everyone.., long time no post. I've been sooo busy these past few days. And I can't create any blog content.., It's either I'm to tired to do so or no idea coming up Anyway, I am typing this blog post todat on mobile and perhaps through this I can now manage my blog site again. It is cool! Now I can post anytime, anywhere. Thanks to Blogger App (Android version)

I am going to face a new challenge now... my two sisters will be coming to Singapore and going to find a job. And with this, I am going to shoulder one sister during her stay. I honestly wasn't informed about this because they let me know this ONLY when they had already decided. Of course I was angry because they are making decisions on their own. YET they are giving me parts which I do not even know nor agreeing with in the first place. They are saying she's my sister that is why I have to help and it is my responsibility to take care of each other. Well, I don't have any problems with that BUT making decisions on their without my knowledge or input is freaking me out. Don't I have a decision or voice on my own?! So much for that, there it is now and there's no turning back. I have to sacrifice MY DREAMS of having more investments just to support THEM. My plans has been ruined but then... urgh... okay. Just make sure, my sisters, that you will succeed. This pla...

It's been a long time since my last post I deeply apologize for that I am just super busy with some stuff nowadays In my career both in my regular working one  And the business that we just opened this year

In our home in Cebu, we have a lot of children in our family. Most of them are sons and daughters of my cousins. There is only one child from our very own family - my sister's son. Almost all of them are still very young; all are at grade school level. Having a bunch of kiddos at home makes you feel like crowded and noisy yet it is fun. I wonder how will they going to be when they grow up. As an older sister of these kids, I have to set as an example to them. As for them to grow with good moral and attitude, I have to do the same and watch over my actions. Like in studying, I have to show to them I am doing my assignment, projects, reading books and studying notes, and get some good grades to show to my parents. Being a good daughter is also crucial to be followed by them. I am doing the Filipino way of 'pagmamano' to my parents whenever I go out and arrive home and to our elders whenever we visit them or they are visiting us. I am helping my mother with the house...

Believe it is possible to solve your problem. Tremendous things happen to the believer. So believe the answer will come. It will. - Norman Vincent Peale I saw this message from my table calendar for April 2012 and I was touched by it. It so hit me because right as of this writing, I am currently facing lots of trials - at home, at work and even at my personal and financial problems. I sometimes come to think of how will I get through all of this. It seems like all of them are happening at once and I can't take to handle them all. How will come to rest when at almost every area of me comes with problems? On his phrase, Norman seems to be alive for me - and a true friend for me. It is through his message, right there, I am able to stand up and bravely face all of these. With this, my belief in myself is regained. There is nothing impossible and there is no problem that cannot be solved. God is very faithful not to let us fall. For these problems are the means of making us s...

In order to succeed in life, there are some challenges that we must go through. There are risks that will test our commitment in reaching our goals. And don't forget the people that will either help you take grab of that chance or take you down low. It is up to the person whether he is really willing to go far and farther than the best that he can be or give up in the middle of the quest. The journey towards our dream success takes a lot trials and failures. Yes, failures! Failures can also help us grow more mature by taking these failures as lessons and guides for the next level. Trials can be seen as a road block but take note that it will only testing our skills - just like from the name itself - trials. It doesn't entirely mean give up, there's no other way. It means let's see if you really want this and if you pass, you will be stronger ever and the next level is more challenging. Risks. Some people are afraid of taking risks or even by the word itself. The...