i am roseanne

May was not so good to me. If you can remember my previous post where I described my first two weeks of May, well, now I can tell that the whole of May is not very nice. Shall we call it a 'Gloomy May'? No, the term gloomy is not enough to describe how bad my month of May is. Let me illustrate here how was month of May shows. My not so nice month is related to work. During the first half of May, I felt so tired that I would like to take a long vacation. But I can't due to some personal (and financial) reasons. Though I didn't thoroughly explain there what was the problem, I'm sure most of you can relate on what I am feeling. Inspite of this, I was still positive that on the second half, I will not be feeling the same and wishing that everything will be fine. However, that wish doesn't came true or I must have sent it to a wrong genie (?). Coz I still felt so down and worse, got so angry. I was so angry that I almost put into a decision that I might regret late...

Its second week of May and it doesn't go well for me especially at work. I feel so tired that I want to got for a long vacation. But the problem is, I don't have money. I am saving for my future - well, for those who know what that future is, good for you. For those who don't, hmmm, sorry...hehehe Anyway, it seems that this month of May is not for me. I mean, there seems nothing so good happen to me right now. But well, we will never know what will happen in the future. Besides, it is still the first half of the month. The second half is yet to come. So, for the remaining days of May, I wish that everything will go well. At least, I can say that this month's diary is balanced - got both good and bad times. If not, then I might going to say "Hello June, please be good to me". I hope not, though.